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Wednesday, January 4th 2012

6:47 AM (24 days, 3h, 40min ago)

back from Ohare

Got Bradley to O'hare and we got home home fine. We got home by 6am. Now Rhiannon is off to Band practice and I am off to work. This morning has been very unfun but has been safe so what more can I ask for right?

Bradleys Idea of fun is to go the Mathematicians Convention in Boston... I would rather go to the dentist and have the assistant pass out on me again while cleaning my teeth.

Remember that true story??? 

Thursday, September 25th 2008

11:48 AM (1195 days, 20h, 6min ago)

My real life HORROR STORY


ok....here goes. Yesterday in the midst of my very busy day before work even...I went to the dentist office to get my 3 month cleaning. The assistant Regina was cleaning my teeth with vigor like she usually does. She is almost done with my mouth and without a word or hint or anything, right out of the blue quick as a flash......she passes out and falls on me. I am a pillow....I start to yell..."help!" no one hears me right off. SO I say it louder..."SOMEONE HELP!!!!!" and I jerked a little because her face is on my cheek and she is making small sounds like she is having a seizure. Then flings herself backward still totally out and lands real heavy on the floor behind me. At that point a lady rushes in and looks at me and I point to the floor and say "she passed out. She was cleaning my teeth and she passed out."

HOLY FUCK I Was shaking. They called the paramedics and she was still not very responsive but seemed alive and moving. OMG this happens in the movies....but the way my week has been going it HAD to happen to me. Anyway she hit her head on the way down and nicked my neck in 2 places with the scraper pick too. I didn't know I was bleeding a little. OMG I still shudder at the thought of this. I hope she is ok. The office lady said the paramedics said her symptoms pointed to a seizure and that is what I told them too so now she is being checked on why she would have a seizure in the middle of work???? yeah. Our dentist knows hubby from high school and she is so nice. She finished my mouth and they canceled the rest of the day and she gave me a HUGE box of 86 crest white strips like the ones you can get at Sams or something. I said to her "this is really expensive and she said I KNOW JUST TAKE IT ITS FOR YOU."

I can laugh a little about it now but that was really incredibly freaky and I wonder if she is ok? She so nice and soft spoken. So yeah thats my true dentist visit story.

AMANDA
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Tuesday, January 3rd 2012

9:38 AM (25 days, 0h, 49min ago)

Back to your regularly scheduled shit

Well, the holiday break was nice. 2 weeks of staying up late and sleeping in. 2 weeks of putsing around and living on Second Life. I am sure Rez is sick of me. I have made some great friends there and it is relaxing to me to escape the bullshit going on in my real life. So having a place to escape to every day for a couple hours is real nice. But now I have to get up early real early again and take care of stuff and go to work as well. 

The past 2 weeks has been on and off sick. Hubby has been very ill and now I am getting ill for the second time thanks to him. So off I go to work everyday and do stuff here at the same time while feeling like shit. This is my life. I am just glad I have Second Life as well so I can be something else for a bit. 
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Monday, December 19th 2011

9:37 AM (40 days, 0h, 50min ago)

We are home.

On the drive down to Taylorsville KY we had to go around the  City of Chicago and into Indiana. I woke up at 3am to a RAGING MUTHA FUCKIN MIGRAINE, and was vomiting until about 6am. The ice on my head wasn't working either. Also we got and inch and a half of snow over night that I was NOT expecting. The roads were not plowed and very slick. 

OH HELLA NO, after all this planning and doing and setting everything up and packing and getting the cats ready and getting the gifts ready...... I needed to cancel our trip because I was so sick. ????  I did not cancel, being the McAllister that I am... I got out of bed and got dressed and made some good strong english tea and took some pamprin. We got in that car anyway. Thats how I roll.

My tummy was off but the pain in my head had subsided a bit and off we went and by the time we got there 8-9 hours later I was ok enough to eat some of the awesome food. Ok so the trip is SUPPOSED to take 6 1/2 hours MAYBE 7. When we left the house the roads were slick and almost did a whole doughnut at the light down the road. Once we were on the main roads it was a bit better but not yet plowed so we had to keep our distance from others. By the time we were on the highway SOME plowing was in process and the salt trucks were out in force. This was 6:30am quater to 7. If it weren't for me being so sick and Bradley getting in the shower while I sorted myself out we would have been on the road at 4am maybe 5am.

I think it was closer to 6:30 am because it was a bit dark still anyway, as we were on the highways... assholes were in the ditch and passing us at breakneck speed for the conditions. Chicago drivers NEVER learn. They are assholes. We saw no less than 3 or 5 major front end munch ups and many cars off the road entirely. The snow followed us through Illinois into Indiana. Much ups there too. Pictures drawn on the roads with nice skids everywhere. As we headed south on 65 we made up some time and went straight through Indianapolis..... After we had to take a detour route from a major accident, that set us back another half hour maybe more. On the stretch from Indy through Louisville there was a semi truck off the road and flipped over luckily that back up was on the other side didn't effect us. At the border on the bridge the exit we needed was closed! Ok I was swearing at that point. We got on 71 and went too far to get gas then turned around and got back onto the highway towards Lexington therefor bypassing the closed onramp to that. At this point we are 40 minutes from Taylorsville. It is 2:30 pm maybe 3pm. Holy crap we are SO late!!! everyone has been there since noon. So we pull up with help from my navigator which helped us several times on the trip..... we have just enough time to play the dirty santa game and eat. My cousin Angela and I stole a wonderful fuzzy blanket gift from each other a couple times HAHA... but I let her keep it the last time I was feeling to ill to get too  crazy and fun..... So we had maybe 2 hours there... and went to Aunt Shirleys.  

Wonderful visit there for the night.. I worked on my sister in laws gift and we had a great visit and went to bed. 

Ok so the drive home is another story entirely...... We are driving back north and someone in front of us turns a young deer or fawn into an angel and the poor thing is smeared by them and them part of it hit our car just under by the bumper. We are ok and the car is fine but the deer is NO MORE. I saw it standing in front of them for quick split second and its gone and as soon as I saw it I yelled to Bradley to slow down! Because I saw what was happening right before it actually happened. (we had angels then too) At this point I want to thank Lady Wolven Mists for sending some angels. They really helped us and I am glad I asked you all for them because we really needed them. Also, Shawno gets thanks for his good thoughts too. Also anyone else who was thinking of me and us!!! I know you are out there and busy with the holiday season and your doings.... BUT THANK YOU ALL SO MUCH for helping to keep us safe!!!

Back to the story...  We did another favor for a friend of ours.... yes that friend down south I have spoken of her before. SInce we were in the area and driving north we went and picked up a bunch of her things and drove it all to her in Charleston IL. WE had no idea how to get to her place or her address. SHe sends her daughter out with her phone that she is communicating with us on while we are navigating to her place with no idea of her address yet. So Morgan the one who stayed with us last summer is out with her friends with Kates phone. SO we ask her what her address is... this child who is 13 does not know her own fucking address. SO we told her to GO HOME. CAlled her back and she got the address from someone else and I put it into my navigator and we got there about 5pm. Our car is stuffed and Rhiannon barely has anywhere to sit back there in the back seat for like 2 hours. This ungrateful friend of ours barely thanks us and we are off to head north towards Champaign IL. (we are not doing her anymore favors ever)

We head into CHampaign and meet up with a dear friend of ours who practically family B.A. and we eat at Tang Dynasty for dinner. It was the best Chinese I have had in YEARS!!!! SO then around 8pm we are on the road home... no problems from there on out and we got home around 11:30 pm. The cats had been totally spoiled by my Angel nurse friend from the vet and we went to bed.

So to everyone who had us in there thoughts..... THANK YOU!!!!!! this trip almost didn't happen in so many ways the whole way there. The angels were much appreciated. 
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Friday, December 16th 2011

7:57 PM (42 days, 14h, 30min ago)

Reunion Eve

I have been getting things ready all day for us to leave in the weeeee hours of the pitch dark morning. Tomorrow we are driving down to Taylorsville KY for our yearly Christmas Reunion Family Gathering. Its pot luck and Santa visits too, i.e. one of my uncles dresses up and passes out the secret santa gifts to the kids from the drawing we had at thanksgiving.

7 hours each way. We are getting up at 5am and leaving as soon as possible. Hopefully we will get there by 12pm? or 12:30 hopefully. The feast starts at 1pm. So we should be in the nick of time. I have addresses put into my phone navigator so we don't get lost too. I mean I should not get lost but for some reason all of my adult life Taylorsville has always confused me in one way or another. I am excited about seeing  everyone. This year has been so hard and I imagine everyone will want to see Bradley and congratulate him on his good deed to his dad. 

Just getting there and seeing everyone will be so great. It's a quick visit but I feel like we have to go. We will be taking pictures of all the families so we can keep people straight and so Rhiannon can know who her family is. 2nd cousins and Great Aunts and Uncles the whole gang. SHe is one of the older 2nd cousins now, that 10-17 I think, the rest are below 5. We have a big family.

Anyway I will be back online Sunday evening. Have great weekend everyone and wish us safe and speedy travel. Angels on either side of our car will be greatly appreciated.
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Thursday, December 15th 2011

10:17 AM (44 days, 0h, 10min ago)

All night migraine

I had the holiday party with my job last night after work. Lots of food. All afternoon I had a headache coming on. The kids at work were wound up beyond belief (too many candy canes from their teachers) and their energy never calmed down. It was loud and rowdy and just plain miserable for my head. We then went to the holiday dinner and we got back just in time for Rhiannon to go to bed. I went to bed too. I woke up several times in the night from dreams and every time I got up my migraine was still there. I kept squashing the pillow on different sides of my head for the pressure relief. 

Luckily when I got up at 6am to get us ready to go.... the headache was finally fucking gone. Unbelievable. I remember laying down in bed first thing and it felt so good to lay down because every muscle in my body hurt like crazy and I didn't realize it until I crawled into bed. The bed felt like a cloud, a big king size comfy cloud.

Today I am much better. Now I have to get us ready for our trip down south to Taylorsville KY for the reunion on Saturday. We will be back late Sunday. 7 hour drive each way. Today I am taking it easy and doing a few things slowly before I go back to work.
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Friday, December 9th 2011

7:21 PM (49 days, 15h, 6min ago)

breathy jittery sigh

My mother in law called. Ken has an abscess on the back of his liver. They are doing tests. His heart rate has gone down, his oxygen has gone down. He is back on the ventilator and back in ICU. He aspirated into his lungs again as well. They have not fed him in 5-6 days. He ate yesterday but then aspirated.... 

Falicia is so upset right now. Bradley is going downtown with her tomorrow to see him and make sure the asshole doctors are doing their job. Ever since Bradley donated Ken part of his liver back in April, poor Ken has been on a roller coast ride of HELL. We are afraid now he might be dying. The doctors said a while back that if he goes back ont he vent he may never come off of it again. Well here he is back on it and back in ICU......

PLEASE PRAY FOR HIM AND US.

I am beside myself right now I can't function.

Pizza in the oven..... and jammies being worn....... MERRY FUCKING CHRISTMAS.
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Tuesday, December 6th 2011

9:51 AM (53 days, 0h, 36min ago)

Rough day already and it's only 9:51 am central time.

I got Rhiannon and myself up to get her ready for school and myself ready for work at 6am. She was grumpy. We had to get her black and white dress up outfit set aside for her Christmas Band Concert this evening. She is 10 and a half and trying every button of mine she can press... So then we were both grumpy and we got all her clothes ready and her flute and music all in one place for later because her grandma will not know where things are. So after school her Grandma will be getting her from E.T. (extended time/my job) a little after we start. She will come home with grandma and eat the delicious chicken and veg I have in the crockpot getting all yummy, then get dressed up. 

So when I went in to work with her... we got everything started and the kids busy doing things and my coworker who is very reliable and prompt NEVER shows up. I have 25 kids there to deal with on my own. Thats ok I got it ... but I am getting increasingly worried about her. She is never like this and would never do this. Half an hour into the shift I start making calls to find her. I called her cell and texted her as well as called her home. NO LUCK. I am stumped and at a loss as to what has happened to her. NO SHOW is not acceptable.. it is against the law for me to take care of 25 kids singlehandedly. But I had to. I am still wondering what has happend to her and I am still getting more worried. I realize she works like 3 jobs but this shift is easy since she is a morning person.... Am I losing my mind? is she not working on tuesdays anymore??? Is this going turn around and turn into my fault??? Is she going to say that she told me... when in fact she didn't? Getting a sub in the morning is IMPOSSIBLE and even I who is in charge would not be able to get it filled quick enough since it is only an hour and half long. So I was SOL.

Somehow I am not looking forward to the outcome of this.

Well I got the crockpot ready and now I must clean up the house a bit before this afternoon so I can relax for a while before going back to work for my 2nd shift at the school. I have gotten quite a bit done already
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Saturday, December 3rd 2011

5:13 PM (55 days, 17h, 14min ago)

WOW

Falicia called and woke me up at just before 9am. The hospital moved Ken back to Northwestern Memorial last night and didn't call to tell her. She needed to drive out there this morning and see him and boy was she furious. SO I jumped in the shower and got ready to leave. We decided I would drive to her house in the van and go with her. Bradley and Rhiannon stayed home. I sort of remembered how to get there but didn't have any instructions with me. SHe couldn't find her instructions it turned out. SO as we were getting in her car I put in the address to Navigator(GPS) on my android phone. It gave us the most efficient way there and guided us the whole time telling us in a computer voice as to where to turn and when. It was perfect. We got there fine and then on the way back it got us to her place effortlessly with the  most direct route.

Ken is tired and sleeping a lot. He has a blood infection sudomonis. He is back on the 11 floor again. They are deciding whether or not to take out his stints in his liver that were put there 2 weeks ago. It's the only thing left that could be causing this. I got home just before 5pm. 

Bradley and Rhiannon have a Mensa thing to go to and I thought I needed to feed them. They had already eaten. I thought I needed to do chores like help put up the tree, and do dishes and cook and help with the laundry. Well, I came in and the dishes were done, the tree was put together, and the laundry was done and put away. OMG. What planet am I on???

It is times like this that remind me that I have a good family... All I needed to do was take care of Puddin and the other 2 cats. I am now drinking some cafe mocha in an empty house feeling good. Just smoked part of a clove cigarette and I am relaxing. All I have to worry about is helping Rhiannon tomorrow with the lights and ornaments on the tree. This evening is MINE.


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Friday, December 2nd 2011

9:01 AM (57 days, 1h, 26min ago)

Keeping it REAL, spoiled little rat-punks!!!!!!!

If you are 40, or older, you might think this is hilarious! (I think it is George Carlin)

When I was a kid, adults used to bore me to tears with their tedious sayings about how hard things were. When they were growing up; what with walking twenty-five miles to school every morning … Uphill … Barefoot … BOTH ways … yadda, yadda, yadda….

I remember promising myself that when I grew up, there was no way in hell I was going to lay a bunch of B.S like that on my kids about how hard I had it and blah blah blah… how easy they’ve got it!

But now that I’m over the ripe old age of thirty, I can’t help but look around and notice the youth of today. You’ve got it so easy! I mean, compared to my childhood, you live in a damn Utopia! Lap of luxury and I hate to say it, but you kids today, you don’t know how good you’ve got it!

1) I mean, when I was a kid we didn’t have the Internet. If we wanted to know something, we had to go to the damn library and look it up ourselves, in the card catalog!! Most of the time we had to walk to get there. There was no Mom Taxi driving us around the neighborhood.

2) There was no email!! We had to actually write somebody a letter – with a pen! Then you had to walk all the way to the post office and put it in the mailbox, and it would take like a week to get there! Stamps were 15 cents!

3) Child Protective Services didn’t care if our parents beat us. As a matter of fact, the parents of all my friends also had permission to kick our axx if we got out of line! Nowhere was safe! Those tree branches out side were used for more than just hanging those pretty little leaves off of. Get my drift.

4) There were no MP3′s or Napsters or iTunes! If you wanted to steal music, you had to hitchhike to the record store and shoplift it yourself!

5) Or you had to wait around all day to tape it off the radio, and the DJ would usually talk over the beginning and F@#* it all up! There were no CD players! We had huge Boom Boxes and tape decks in our car. We’d play our favorite tape and “eject” it when finished, and then the tape would come undone rendering it useless. Cause, hey, that’s how we rolled, Baby!

6) We didn’t have fancy crap like Call Waiting! If you were on the phone and somebody else called, they got a busy signal, that’s it!

7) There weren’t any freakin’ cell phones either. If you left the house, you just didn’t make a damn call or receive one. We used those large boxes called phone booths to make a call and if you didn’t have a quarter you were S.O.L. or You actually had to be out of touch with your “friends”. OH MY GOSH !!! The the horror… not being in touch with someone 24/7!!! Oh the Agony of feeling lost and not knowing the plan. TEXTING? The only form of leaving a message was writing it on a bathroom wall in school and hoped your friends picked the right stall to see it or passing notes during class on little crumbled up pieces of paper. There was no such thing as Texting. Yeah, right. Please! You kids have no idea how annoying you are.

And we didn’t have fancy Caller ID either! When the phone rang, you had no idea who it was! No Clue. It could be your school, your parents, your boss, your bookie, your drug dealer, the collection agent…. you just didn’t know!!! You had to pick it up and take your chances, mister!

9) We didn’t have any fancy PlayStation or Xbox video games with high-resolution 3-D graphics! We had the Atari 2600! With games like Pong, ‘Space Invaders’ and ‘Asteroids’… Your screen guy was a little square! You actually had to use your imagination!!! And there were no multiple levels or screens, it was just one screen.. Forever! And you could never win. The game just kept getting harder and harder and faster and faster until you died! Just like LIFE!

10) When it came to the Television. You had to use a little book called a TV Guide to find out what was on! You were screwed when it came to channel surfing! You had to get off your axx and walk over to the TV to change the channel!!! NO REMOTES!!! Just your two little legs to carry your lazy butt over the television and sit and push a button until dad or mom decided on what the whole family was going to watch together. Did have the luxury of more than one television in the house either. Think about that.

11) There was no Cartoon Network either! You could only get cartoons on Saturday Morning. Do you hear what I’m saying? We had to wait ALL WEEK for cartoons, all week. Or we had shows on at noon like Bozo and if you didn’t get to go home for recess No Bozo Circus for you. You spoiled little rat-punks!

12.) oh and let’s talk about Cameras! No digital photography. No SD cards to save your photos on. We had film. Film that you had to pay to develop before you can get a look at your photos. You had to drop film off at the store having no idea what pictures you took, blurry or clear and develop them all before you seen what was on them. No fancy smancy things like screens to check the photo and delete if your hair was all messed up or your eyes were closed. You took your chances and hoped mom did not see the photos before you did so you can take out the one’s you didn’t want her to see.

13) We didn’t have microwaves. If we wanted to heat something up, we had to use the stove! THE STOVE! Imagine that!

14) Our parents told us to stay outside and play… all day long. Oh, no, no electronics to soothe and comfort. And if you came back inside… you were doing chores! Chores on your hands and knees. Chores until your hands were wrinkly and pruney from scrubbing the floor with a scrub brush. Oh ya. that’s right. There was no such thing as a mop. No manicures for you either.

15. And car seats – oh, please! Mom threw you in the back seat and you hung on. If you were lucky, you got the “safety arm” across the chest at the last moment if she had to stop suddenly, and if your head hit the dashboard, well that was your fault for calling “shot gun” in the first place or not sitting back in the seat like she told you!

16. Typing a school paper was done on a little thing called a Typewriter. And when you made a mistake there was no delete button. You had to get out the white out (a little jar of paint for paper) and white out your mistake. Blow til dry and backspace and type again.

Oh don’t get me started. I can go on for hours

See! That’s exactly what I’m talking about! You kids today have got it too easy. You’re spoiled rotten! You guys wouldn’t have lasted five minutes back in 1970′s or any time before!
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Thursday, December 1st 2011

9:41 PM (57 days, 12h, 46min ago)

Turn in

Yes you heard me right. I am turning in early tonight. I have been stretching myself faaar too thin lately. Not only that but I have not been accomplishing much either. I have been distracting myself. No Rez tonight. Sorry folks. If you are on Second Life go to the Rez Nightclub and see what I mean. Being  a Rez Girl is harder work than you think. Even if I am multitasking at the computer I am still watching everyone and chatting and keeping up the persona. That persona is the direct opposite of my real life. I have decided to just go in for one DJ at a time maybe two if I have the time so I can still be living my real life as well. HAHA.

Anyway back to my real life here....... I am tired. I have been dragging to work and barely keeping up with the kids. I have 6 more new 5 and 6 year olds to add into the mix and most of them are siblings which is making it a real feat to say the least. When they challenge me in direct conflict I have to breathe and keep my cool and deal with them appropriately. It has been a hard week but they are now starting to step into line. Some people wonder how I do it.... 25 kids to entertain and teach.... I do have help. I have 3 other women who work with me so I have one other person there so I am not alone. The Christmas crafts are great and they just love to color and create with our huge Marble Run and other activities. The past couple days they have all been very high strung.  You know that today when I got them to the gym, half of them started running laps of their own accord... really they did. I wonder what they were fed.....

Since they were acting like they needed a padded room, I pulled out the bin of squishy yarny type balls and they ran around threw them at each other. Complete MAYHEM of the squishy sort. THANK GOD TOMORROW IS FRIDAY.

Today I have been working on cleaning an area of the living-room for our christmas tree. This house is in such chaos and disarray and filth I can't tell you. I am not exaggerating either. Areas are so dusty that there is actual dirt. These are the places that my husband has piles of books and boxes. He won't let go of anything and he keeps bringing it in.... we have thousands and thousands of books I KID YOU NOT. Sometimes I just don't read out of spite. I only read things that make me happy or that i want to read..... Hubby only reads math and other things that I don't care about. Complete opposites I TELL YOU.

If I can't clean this place up and make it nice for myself Rhiannon and I may just have to leave and I am not joking. No where to go though so I guess I will have to wield one of my many cast iron pans and threaten hubby to clean his shit.
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